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2025 is about : Showing Up

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Dear Darling, Am so here, Showing up for you my so abandoned BLOG :D Without knowing, another 2 months left and we’ll kiss goodbye to 2025. How crazy is that?!  I’m still here, still love writing, still a hopeless romantic that passionate almost about everything : My North London forever (Arsenal), Fly Eagles Fly (Philadelphia Eagles), Romantic Drama, oh I’m so in my Mcdreamy Era (Dr Derek Sheperd) Iykyk. Yeah about 20 years later, am I too late ? Let me be. Please <3 This year has taught me a lot of things, from the new job, to be chill my content creating world, showing up to my loved ones, attending solo concerts, concerts, becoming a bridesmaid, decorating birthdays, closing up business, finding purpose, pivoting here and there, went to Europe for The Jubilee 2025. It’s just wow. Oh and also finding ways to be better as a person. I Thank You Lord, for blessing me with all of these. I am forever grateful and will not take it for granted. Throughout these 10 months, the one ke...

2024 Life Update : God is Good

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Sydney, 25 Dec 2024 Hey Darlings, Merry Christmas, or the Oz called it Chrissy 🤶🏼 I am in my lowkey Christmas, we didn’t do much today. Grateful that everyone is healthy and doing okay. I just realised this blog will be my first and the last writing of the year. I must’ve been freakin busy ey ? I tell you what.. 2024 has been amazing. I’m not gonna lie. I’ll break it down to you all. I don’t expect much, but if you happen to read this. Thank you and I really appreciate you for spending time with my life updates in 2024. Whoah.. It’s been wild guys, this year has been so live changing. I’m sure it all began when I started dive deeper on my spiritual life. Literally I listened to the universe telling me to fix my relationship with my God. I’m trying to fix the way I communicate with Him, the way I pray, focusing on what I trully believe and go on with my faith of how great is my Lord.  I’m not trying to sell anything here. Everyone has his or her own timing for their spiritual call...

I’m moving ON 🥳

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Dear Darlings, Today I have all the time in the world to write everything that’s been up in my head. As always this is about my life lesson that I’m going to share witchu. ' I’ve been battling with friendship issue lately. Am I a good friend or a bad one? How I supposed to treat my friend well? How can I have a long lovely friendship with my friend? How can I keep them? Am I a bad person? Why did they leave just like that ? Why why why.. Even though I look cool and unbothered, It’s just sad sometimes. Because the memories we had, was beautiful and I cherish them always. But since one by one of them left, I couldn’t recall those silly moments with them anymore. - After months and months dwelling with this thought, once or twice cried it out and countless sighs, I think I’ve made up my mind a little bit. Here is the thing, people always care about their own things. We are focus on our own life, nowadays we dont carry any baggage and headache, especially that came from others. So I ...

3 YEARS Later : I’M HERE AGAIN

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  OMG can you believe it ? I’M HERE Again <3 Its almost 3am in the morning and Happy Easter darlings . I know I know its been so long since the last time I wrote. Fast forward (3 years later) life is getting pretty serious,it keeps changing myself bit by bit till I forgot that I love to write a blog lol. This very moment is one of those night. I can’t sleep. Why ? Because the excitement wont let me. Well what is it about ? LOL a lot, my mind is literally openning too much tabs. I wont share them all here, hmm.. Once I read in my random search in pinterest : 3 things that you shouldn’t share with anyone, your   financial status , your love life and your future plans . And I happened to always questioning about it, why ? Is it so people wont judge or steal it from you ? Well it makes sense, but the more humanely answer to me is you. It’s ourselves, who are constantly growing and changing. We might sometimes run fast, tired, wont budge to move, or even make a turn and go bac...

#DIMSBIEGINNING chapter

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Hey Darlings!  How's Life ? HOPE THIS BLOG FINDS YOU HEALTHY :* I know it’s been a while again since the last time I write my blog. It’s because I’ve been busy.. Doing what ?  PREPARE MY SUDDEN WEDDING ! Whttt ? Why ? How ? When ? Where ? Who ? Yes, I am officially Mrs. Seran Nahak now   because I am married to my husband Dimas Chrisantus Seran Nahak. Dimas ? Who is he ? How did you guys met ? He is just an ordinary man living outta his comfort zone, here in Sydney. Our parents met and thinking it would be a good idea to match us together. So it took 11 days get to know each other till we decided everything. Yep critical eleven days that changed my life forever.  Well, to live in this big multicultural city, one of the most liveable city in the world has been one of my biggest dream and also because of one or two important reasons, I decided to leave everything behind and join Dimas’ life in Sydney. Oh before that, on April 28th we had our precious Engageme...

Good in Goodbye

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Hello darlings, It's me again  - typing wounded, because another legend left us to the heaven. Go and entertain them up there, will you :( ? From the deepest of my heart,  Rest in Love and Peace dear Glenn Fredly Deviano Latuihamallo  (+)1975 - 2020 Image Credit : https://www.last.fm This is too heartbreaking and somehow inspiring me to write up about how I feel, not all about the darkest moment when people I loved passed away,  it is about before and after lost effect that I reflect during this hard time. I come to realise that -  one of things that people can't buy is  time .  We sometimes think that we still have time but we never exactly have any idea how many time do we have left. What is really bothering me after this shocking and sad news -  is that lost and regret feeling I have. Those sudden searches about them, throwbacks and tears over memories. Why do people tend to appreciate other people more when they left ?...

Gabriella Returns

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#truefact : Last post is February 2018, well this blog has been abandoned for 2 years. So today March 1st 2020 I come back to this very blog and clean some dust and spider webs here and there. I'M BACK AGAIN! I TYPE AGAIN! Busettttt Gab, Kemana aja lu ? Sekarang dimana ? Ngapain ? Udah Nikah ? Sama Siapa ? Just like those tired and bored rich celebrities, I've been vacuum-ing from the writing world to find myself and It's always good to be back. Too much things to share, Thank God my journey has been beautiful bumpy yet lots of lesson that makes me nod, wipe and move on to be a better not bitter person. Here I am, 25 years old and grateful. How I am doing ? Long story short.. Now I am living in S city A country. Engaged in Indonesia and Married according to the local law regulation. Left my job in Bali and now working in different path yet satisfying. I am still learning to accept it and telling myself that God is good that give me chances to lea...