I’m moving ON 🥳

Dear Darlings,

Today I have all the time in the world to write everything that’s been up in my head. As always this is about my life lesson that I’m going to share witchu.

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I’ve been battling with friendship issue lately. Am I a good friend or a bad one? How I supposed to treat my friend well? How can I have a long lovely friendship with my friend? How can I keep them?

Am I a bad person? Why did they leave just like that ? Why why why..

Even though I look cool and unbothered, It’s just sad sometimes. Because the memories we had, was beautiful and I cherish them always. But since one by one of them left, I couldn’t recall those silly moments with them anymore.

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After months and months dwelling with this thought, once or twice cried it out and countless sighs, I think I’ve made up my mind a little bit.

Here is the thing, people always care about their own things. We are focus on our own life, nowadays we dont carry any baggage and headache, especially that came from others.

So I must’ve been hurting them, and most of the time when I feel down I say this in my heart , “Sorry x I did wrong, please forgive me and I have forgiven you too”

But I’m no longer questioning the UN-friendship anymore. You simply cannot push someone to like you and rule them to stay friend with you. 

As life itself is hard already, let’s not rely your happiness to anyone and anything. Life will always be balanced with both laughters and tears, good and bad things, all we can do is stay sane with this concept of life. Pray so you can be tough and have a strong heart to live it righteously BUT most importantly.. please DO.

Just keep being good, have faith and universe will treat you fairly.

And you can always feel content when you are fine on your own. There are a lot of things y ou can do that will bring you ‘okay’ feeling. Just be grateful for all you have. You have enough, you are enough.

Here’s tips from me, read these when you have time and mood.

xx,

GJ